February 2012
120 posts
April
Why
The fuck
Do I fall
So
Goddamn
Fast
For people.
:(
I hate this feeling of not knowing. I fucking hate it. I hate the fact that I want to just have him already. Like HAVE him. I want him to want to have me too. But I’m so terrified of it. I feel like he’s losing interest me and I don’t know if I’m just over analyzing or being insecure and I just want so much to...
Please please please please please
dontbreakmyheartdontdontdont
“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than...”
– Anais Nin (via habitualtides)
Treat me like the woman I am please
Because I am a woman phenomenally (thank you Maya, couldn’t have said it better myself)
And I’m not asking for you to love me right away
I’m just asking that if you don’t want me the way I want you that you man up and tell me.
Because I could have anyone
ANYONE
but I choose you.
I don’t care what it is
As long as it’s honest and real
Do not make a fool out of me
Don’t you fucking dare
I don’t take kindly to those who think it’s okay to play with my heart
And though I don’t think you’re the type
If I find out that you are
You better start running, boy.
Run real fast.
I’m not a jealous girl.
But I have my moments.
I am so lazy right now.
Got out of the shower and immediately got back into bed.
Can I just stay here for a while? Pleaseeeee? I don’t want to put clothes on and drive to school. I just want to lay here all day.
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I’m eating a bowl of bananas, strawberries and nutella.
It’s amazing.
AMAZEBALLS
I love peach rings.
Tell me why I feel like I’ve known you forever
Like I’ve lain in your arms before
Tell me why I don’t hate the things you do the way I hate the things everyone else does
Why why why. Seriously. Every time I think of you it feels like love.
I want to make your eggs the way you like them and iron your shirts in the morning
I need to slow down, don’t I?
But I warned...
I keep fighting the urge to call you baby.
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we’re just two people who are not in love…
… right now.
:)
I think that possibly
maybe
I’m falling for you
I want to take care of you. I want to cook for you, hold you, kiss you and make you happy.
I’m trying so hard to not want this.
But I do.
Sorry, but it turns out I’m a human being.
Human beings get lonely.
Human beings need physical contact with other human beings.
This is the way life goes.
I’m sorry if it makes you uncomfortable, honestly. I am.
But I hope it doesn’t make you angry with me, because I think that the obsession that our society has with policing bodies -which are beautiful, love-needing things-...
Today, I got to
-have lunch with my spectacularly smart girl friends
-participate in the most relaxing yoga session ever
-have beers with some of my favorite people (including the world’s most interesting and intelligent woman who I am so lucky to be learning from)
-eat a chocolate vagina pop
-relax and let go
I didn’t even have to use my AK
Currently eating a vagina.
Really.
It’s made of chocolate.
Got in bed at 7pm because moving was painful.
Woke up just now with intense heartburn and in a cold sweat
Goodness, tonight just keeps getting better.
Ok.
He’s a keeper.
He bought me spicy food to eat, took me to his place and made me tea and gave me a massage, held me while I slept, made my legs shake and then sent me home with some vitamin c pills.
I mean damn.
Anonymous asked: just curious, what did you have for dinner by yourself?
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you crawled up into the little space beneath my breast into the attic of my heart you sprayed WD-40 on the weeping hinges of its drop down ladder and climbed into the dusty cold of feelings in storage and braved the stench of age and rot and found the one thing that had not been eaten by silverfish or the occasional vagrant rodent and carried it carefully back down the ladder and into the warmth...
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“She died of a broken heart”, the coroner had said.
The old women sucked their teeth and clucked to each other about young love when they heard the news. Each of her lovers worried quietly that he was the cause, and mulled over his last encounter with her over plastic cups of cheap whiskey, wondering where he had gone wrong. The family was devastated.
Her heart had long been frozen...
Yeah, I just ate dinner at a restaurant alone on valentine’s day.
This is what not giving a fuck looks like.
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if the grass is too green it will make me cry
and i will look at it and the trees that grow out of it and the soft black dirt beneath everything and little pale petals being tumbled by the wind, pale like the color of moonlight and wonder how everything is beautiful when everything is so sad
calmcoolcollectives asked: your free writes have quite the personality.
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spin me around just to pin me down on this strange bed
spin me around just to pin me down i’ll be gone by the night’s end.
and i’ll be home in a little while, lover i’ll be home
:(
i hate it when facebook
tells me to wish people who have passed away
a happy birthday
or that i haven’t said hi to them in a while
i fucking know, facebook, it’s because you can’t say hi to dead people.
:(